IC Contact [ryslig]

[catphishing]

WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, OLIVER. FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 142.58.303.67 *** oliver has joined 142.58.303.67 <oliver> So this is my private channel. <oliver> Talk to me?

Current Usernames

<trashpanda>
<mothman>
<oliver>
<deBricassart> (anon)

Former Usernames

<creepypasta>

Throwaways

<zx01r3z>
<tfk>

Changeling Throwaways

Comments

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> It doesn't matter if it's your business. You've still got to have feelings on it.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

having feelings on it would be pointless

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> Not really.
> If you want me to stop talking to them just tell me and I will.
> I've screwed things up for you enough without making things awkward with your friends too.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

it's really not awkward with my friends
i dont care who you hang out with oliver

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> Okay.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

i just wanted to know if you were handling things okay
and make sure you werent alone through it

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> You don't have to.
> I'm not your problem anymore.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

i left you alone in monster hell

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> I tried to murder someone, Connor.
> I still want to.
> Who wouldn't leave a person like that?

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

you didnt leave me when i told you what happened to sam keating

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> That doesn't mean I found it easy.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

doesnt matter, you still stayed

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> I messed you around. I couldn't decide if I wanted to be around you or not.
> I promised I'd be there for you like you were there for me and then I moved out.
> I was really unfair to you and everyone knows it.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

yeah
it was pretty unfair, im not going to argue that

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> Whatever.
> The point is I tried really hard and still wound up hurting you. Repeatedly.
> I don't see how that's any better than what you did.
> At least I know where I stand.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

i guess so

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> Sorry.
> What I mean is I don't blame you for leaving me.
> And if I end up alone then that's my fault not yours.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

doesnt make it any easier on you

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> No. It doesn't.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

despite everything i really do want you to be okay
you know that dont you

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> I don't think I can be.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

oliver please dont say that

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> Then don't keep asking me.

<cwalsh>

[iustitiae]

then at least
try to keep talking to people

<Oliver>

[catphishing]

> I am.
> And I don't know how much good it's going to do but I really am working on being less angry at him.