[She leans against him, tucking herself under her chin. She's glad he doesn't seem that angry or, even worse, scared of her. Her voice comes out hoarse, she's obviously close to tears.]
It started the day of my mom's funeral. People were going on and on about it being okay and her being in a better place, but it wasn't okay. Nothing about it was okay and no one understood that. I-I was so angry...
I don't think I'd be okay if my mom died. I did a lot of illegal things when I was younger already, but if I lost someone that close to me...
[He'd have been even worse. He knows that. It wouldn't have been arson, but he'd have lashed out in his own way and it would have had the potential to be just as devastating.]
[She has to laugh too. She knew that Soeki got into trouble when he was her age, but she'd always figured Oliver was more law-abiding, especially as a teenager.]
Uh, college? Isn't that when you're supposed to like try new shit and find yourself and everything?
[She elbows him lightly, crossing her arms over her chest.]
Dude, you say that like it's a given. I don't exactly have friends back home. I barely have any friends my own age here. I hope it's different for me in college.
College is different. There's a whole campus full of people who are more or less your age, and a lot more freedom to pick and choose than you get in high school.
I hope so too. I'm gonna need like, a huge scholarship. Unless... Do you think the money we make here is good back home? I mean, if we get to go home, will I get to take it with me?
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It started the day of my mom's funeral. People were going on and on about it being okay and her being in a better place, but it wasn't okay. Nothing about it was okay and no one understood that. I-I was so angry...
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[He'd have been even worse. He knows that. It wouldn't have been arson, but he'd have lashed out in his own way and it would have had the potential to be just as devastating.]
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When did you think I learned how to hack?
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Uh, college? Isn't that when you're supposed to like try new shit and find yourself and everything?
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No, but I did get a lot better at it in college.
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Uh, not because I wanna do illegal things...
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College is a good experience. I had a good time there.
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Yes. I had friends. I still know some of them.
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Dude, you say that like it's a given. I don't exactly have friends back home. I barely have any friends my own age here. I hope it's different for me in college.
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[If they go back at all that would surprise Oliver on its own. Friends, belongings... they don't stand a chance at keeping those at all.]
But you're smart. If you work hard you could probably get scholarships.
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There's no way that's happening. My high school hates me.
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