he cut off his arm, oliver. for me. and all i could do was take some of the pain, he didn't even want me to take all of it, but it was still so much i almost fainted. i can't believe he'd do that for someone like me.
bert's amazing. it's not like that. i just... i need to figure out why he isn't answering my messages. it might not be because of the tunnel. he could be hurt! or. or worse.
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That doesn't make it your fault.
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He made a choice. He obviously decided it was worth that to him.
[Never mind that he is feeling guilt over the exact same situation with Soeki.]
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But if he's holding it against you you deserve better.
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He didn't reply to me either.
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Don't go anywhere dangerous without Soeki.
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Promise.
[It doesn't seem likely, but just in case.]