IC Contact [ryslig]

[catphishing]

WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, OLIVER. FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 142.58.303.67 *** oliver has joined 142.58.303.67 <oliver> So this is my private channel. <oliver> Talk to me?

Current Usernames

<trashpanda>
<mothman>
<oliver>
<deBricassart> (anon)

Former Usernames

<creepypasta>

Throwaways

<zx01r3z>
<tfk>

Changeling Throwaways

Comments

[catphishing]

Oh my god.

[fourthsaken]

he wouldn't let me do it. he barely even let me take any of the pain.

[catphishing]

Soeki had to do the same thing.
His arm grew back so Bert's probably OK.

[Physically.]

[fourthsaken]

you don't think he hates me for letting him? and that he's realized i'm just not worth even talking to?

[catphishing]

I don't know. I don't know him that well.
But if he does think that he's a jackass.

[fourthsaken]

he's not a jackass.

i never should have let him. i should've taken more of the pain. he's with the fourth, you know that? and he was so sure he would get his arm back right away, but what if he didn't? it wouldn't have mattered at all if i'd cut off my arm. it's not like it's even real.

[catphishing]

I didn't know that.
Don't blame yourself.
He made a choice and if it doesn't work out that's not your fault.

[fourthsaken]

i still feel like shit about it.

[catphishing]

Anyone would.
That doesn't make it your fault.

[fourthsaken]

sure feels like it's my fault.

[catphishing]

Because he's ignoring you?

[fourthsaken]

yeah. that's part of it.

[catphishing]

So what's the rest?

[fourthsaken]

he cut off his arm, oliver. for me. and all i could do was take some of the pain, he didn't even want me to take all of it, but it was still so much i almost fainted. i can't believe he'd do that for someone like me.

[catphishing]

You need to stop putting yourself down.
He made a choice. He obviously decided it was worth that to him.

[Never mind that he is feeling guilt over the exact same situation with Soeki.]

[fourthsaken]

but why? why did he think it was worth it?

[catphishing]

I don't know.
But if he's holding it against you you deserve better.

[fourthsaken]

bert's amazing. it's not like that. i just... i need to figure out why he isn't answering my messages. it might not be because of the tunnel. he could be hurt! or. or worse.

[catphishing]

I sent him a message.
He didn't reply to me either.

[fourthsaken]

shit. that's bad, isn't it? shit, i need to find him.

[catphishing]

Be careful.
Don't go anywhere dangerous without Soeki.

[fourthsaken]

soeki's on his way. we're gonna go looking for him.

[catphishing]

OK. Let me know how it turns out.

[fourthsaken]

i will. if he answers your message before mine, tell me?

[catphishing]

I will.
Promise.

[It doesn't seem likely, but just in case.]