[She's practically beaming. Picking out a gift for Soeki had been easy, but Oliver had been difficult. She wanted to get him something nice, but had spent weeks figuring out what that something was. Seeing him so happy, was definitely worth effort.]
Cool. I'm glad. The guy was kinda rude when I asked if he allowed exchanges...
[He watches nervously. The two larger ones are securely bound note pads, and the smaller two contain a case with a shiny new fountain pen in one and a bottle of black ink in the other. His gifts aren't exactly the kind of thing teenagers usually dream of, but they'll help Jade. He just hopes she isn't disappointed by them.]
They're for school. I know it's not very cool, but you said you were going back, and I thought you could use one for school and maybe you'd want to write your own things in the other one...
[Oliver may think his gifts aren't very cool, but Jade doesn't seem to agree with him. She grins, holding the two notebooks to her chest and turning over the pen in her hand. She looks completely delighted and overwhelmed. She's definitely not disappointed.]
I don't know. I mean... you're nice, so probably, but I don't know if we'd have been as close as we are now. I don't know if I'd even have got along that well with Soeki. High school has those boxes. I had a hard enough time trying to figure out how to be gay if I was already a nerd and wanted to be one of the cool people without branching out anymore than that. I didn't realize how dumb that stuff was until I was older.
[Even as an adult he still finds himself wanting to break into cooler groups of people than he is.]
Maybe we could've been at MGA, probably not at my school in Iowa. I... I wasn't that nice there. Everyone hated me. I wasn't even like, a real person, just the weird girl whose mom hated her and then killed herself. It's hard to be nice when everyone is talking about you but no one wants to talk to you or try to understand.
Yeah. High schoolers can be pretty brutal. I could be judgey sometimes.
I'm not sure MGA was any better for you though. I think you'd have become who you are now anyway. I mean... that's not the kind of school where you learn to become a better person. Not from what you've told me.
[Or not. He knows what happened to her before she arrived in Ryslig. His mouth itches to correct the lie.]
We can figure something out. Try to. After Christmas? I'll teach you more about phones. We can figure out why you couldn't call from yours before you got here...
There could be a really simple solution to it.
[There probably isn't, but there's still the possibility that there could be.]
[Jade nods, relaxing slightly. It might be the smallest glimmer of hope, but it's still hope. She's glad to have a plan even if she's not going to count on it to succeed.]
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Cool. I'm glad. The guy was kinda rude when I asked if he allowed exchanges...
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You didn't have to ask about exchanges. You were that worried I wouldn't like it?
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I was more worried you already had something like it...
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Not yet. It's not like they have anything specifically designed for them here.
[Even this he's already thinking about tweaks he can make to the inside to maximize protection.]
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You don't have to tell me that, dude. I tried so hard to find something that worked.
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[He nods, setting both bag and shirt carefully on the table.]
Ready to open yours?
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Yeah, definitely.
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They're for school. I know it's not very cool, but you said you were going back, and I thought you could use one for school and maybe you'd want to write your own things in the other one...
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Holy shit, they're awesome. This is perfect.
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Good. I'm glad you like them. I didn't know if I should get you something fun to go with it.
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Definitely. I keep a journal. I, uh, know it's lame...
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That's lame.
[He's fairly sure he beats out Jade in terms of being an uncool teenager by a long shot.]
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Seriously? Wow, you were such a nerd.
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I don't know. I mean... you're nice, so probably, but I don't know if we'd have been as close as we are now. I don't know if I'd even have got along that well with Soeki. High school has those boxes. I had a hard enough time trying to figure out how to be gay if I was already a nerd and wanted to be one of the cool people without branching out anymore than that. I didn't realize how dumb that stuff was until I was older.
[Even as an adult he still finds himself wanting to break into cooler groups of people than he is.]
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Maybe we could've been at MGA, probably not at my school in Iowa. I... I wasn't that nice there. Everyone hated me. I wasn't even like, a real person, just the weird girl whose mom hated her and then killed herself. It's hard to be nice when everyone is talking about you but no one wants to talk to you or try to understand.
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I'm not sure MGA was any better for you though. I think you'd have become who you are now anyway. I mean... that's not the kind of school where you learn to become a better person. Not from what you've told me.
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[Or not. He knows what happened to her before she arrived in Ryslig. His mouth itches to correct the lie.]
We can figure something out. Try to. After Christmas? I'll teach you more about phones. We can figure out why you couldn't call from yours before you got here...
There could be a really simple solution to it.
[There probably isn't, but there's still the possibility that there could be.]
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I hope it's simple. That'd be cool.
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Let's talk about this in the new year, okay?
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